Aku Gadis Itu

Aku
Hanya gadis biasa
Punya cerita dan rahsia
Yang tidak dipandang dan memandang
Aku gadis itu

Aku
Mungkin tak seperti gadis lain
Tidak pandai bergaya
Mekap jauh sekali
Tapi aku tetap aku
Bukannya plastik
Yang cuba dibentuk rupanya

Aku
Hujan peneman setiaku
Di saat orang lain tertawa
Dan aku
Aku masih cuba
Untuk menampal senyuman manis
Tika hati masih lagi mendung

Aku
Ya, aku gadis itu
Hanya memandang pada yang satu
Mencari redhaNya dan juga ilmu
Berharap terus teguh
Menjadi yang dicemburui
Oleh para bidadari syurgaMu

Aku gadis itu

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                                                                                                           Mars Laini 12042014, 12:52AM

Blanche

I am just a plain little girl

who sits in my own monochrome world

watching the people

who called themselves my 'friends'

talking and joking with somebody else

leaving me wondering why

I am just a plain little girl

who sits at the corner of the classroom

watching he, him

liking someone else

someone more colorful than my world

Not even laying his eyes on me

I am just a plain little girl

who smiles at the sun and flowers

who kiss the rain and its coldness

who walks on the snow without leaving any path

who spread her wings without anybody notices

I am just a plain little girl

who stands by her own

hoping somebody sees her

wondering somebody notices her

herself

I am just a plain little girl

keeping everything on her own

until her heart breaks down

but yet

still nobody seems to care

And me will always be like that

A plain little girl

who seeks her true life

In her monochrome little world

written by Mars

2:21PM 9/3/2014

Q12: Things You Want to Say to an Ex

Assalamualaikum..

Ni lagi satu soalan yang saya takleh nak jawab. Manalah mas tahu nak cakap apa dekat ex. Calon pun takde lagi. Hahaha no no no I don't know what to say.

I don't have any ex. Extra ada lah. Extra books and anime. Haha okay lawak hambar :3

O.N.D.A.K.E.Y.B.O.A.R.D.
twelve.. please jangan tanya soalan entah apa-apa lagi =_= 

Q11: Your Current Relationship, if Single discuss How Single Life is

Assalamualaikum..

Wow soalan nih. Demand betul siap suruh discuss lagi. Dapat berapa markah ni? Haha okay lawak hambar. Maaf maaf.

My current relationshiop is yes, i'm single and yet don't really know whether ready to mingle or not. Some people I see love to have boyfriend or girlfriend but for me.. well, if I want to, nobody would fall for me I think ahaha.

I love my single life now. No worries. Don't have to think what presents to give to your boyfriend, don't have to call anyone every 5 minutes, don't have to worry how I look like. Free from anyone. I like it.

And if I will be attached to someone, I want to be with that person forever, to give my commitment to, and of course that person is future mr.hubby ^^

For now, no attachments. I'm free to do what I want. Watch anime, play games and others. Well, that's my single life and I like it.

O.N.D.A.K.E.Y.B.O.A.R.D.
the eleventh.. bila tiba masanya nanti.. akan tiba jua nanti haha