Q2: How have You Changed in the Past 2 Years?

Assalamualaikum..

Well, how do I changed in the past two years? Hmm I don't think I have changed a bit. Two years backwards was the first time I entered college.

Ya, mungkin ada sedikit perubahan. Sebelum ni tak pernah berpisah dengan mak ayah tiba-tiba masuk universiti. Semua kena buat sendiri. So, I'd turned from mommy's and daddy's girl to an independent woman now. Semua dah boleh buat sendiri sekarang, masak, drive, basuh baju, all I did myself.

Then the next thing is, I've become overly attached to my gadgets especially my laptop. Start bila dah dapat laptop sendiri dan masuk pulak course computer science in degree, makin-makinlah laptop tu jadi macam best friend. Dan bila dah ada laptop ni, gamer mode yang dulunya dah berenti kini kembali. Lagi-lagi kalau ada orang trigger kan.. hehe

I started to hate nuts! Yeah.. masa kecik-kecik suka sangat makan kacang. Mungkin gigi masih suci dan kuat masa tu. Sekarang ni kalau makan je memang susah nak keluar bila melekat celah-celah gigi even lepas berkumur pun. Dan jika itu berlaku, I'd take all day to get rid of that thing out of my precious tooth (me is not really having good memories with dentists). Dan start daripada itulah, i will not let nuts to pass through my mouth. Kalau lembut macam kacang merah ke takpe lagi. Kacang tanah? Out!

I'd also become too open with people I'd get along with. Yea, ada seorang kawan yang bagi nasihat supaya kurangkan habit begitu sebab tak semua orang boleh dipercayai. That's my problem nowadays. Mudah sangat cerita kat orang apa-apa je. But not others secrets la. Cerita tu I means about myself or my family or my feelings or anything about me. I'm trying really hard to control this one.

Sebenarnya nak berubah ke tak tu atas individu tu sendiri. Orang lain paksa pun kalau kita sendiri tak nak tak boleh juga. Tapi apa yang kita boleh pilih ialah nak berubah jadi baik ke buruk? Pilihan di tangan kita semua. Moga-moga kita berubah kearah kebaikan lah hendaknya.. insyaallah :)

O.N.D.A.K.E.Y.B.O.A.R.D.
two done then :D 

 

Q1: Weird Things You Do When You're Alone

Assalamualaikum..

Wow the first question makes me think a lot how to answer it. Because actually I don't really have weird things I'd do when I'm alone though. But well, I'll just describe some random things here.

1. Makan apa saja yang berkenan di mata.
Yeaa.. that's me. Bila duduk seorang diri what I think first is about food. Sweet things mostly. So, mulalah raid peti ais atau almari kat rumah untuk cari something yang boleh buat mulut ni ringan untuk mengunyah. Aiskrim, chocolates, nuggets, fries, biscuits dan lain-lain semua masuk mulut. Not weird enough I think coz I know people also do that.

2. Tweeting
Twitter seems so addicting to me since I know how to use it. Lepas tu bila papa belikan android makin menjadi-jadi perangai ni. Kalau handphone dan line wifi ada bersama, memang semestinya twitter akan dibuka. Walaupun benda entah apa-apa tapi yes, I still post something. Haha

3. Daydream of something impossible
Me is a karate master? Yes. I'm a ruler of some imaginary kingdom? Yes. Me is the best student in every subjects? Yes. My crush likes me too? Yes. In my imaginary world haha. Kekadang daydreaming camni bleh buat aku doze off or something like, terleka sekejap. Syok sangat berangan walaupun benda tu tak pernah terjadi haha.

4. Go round and round while listening to music.
Yeah my feet just can't only sit when my headphones is on. I'll keep go round and round and round while listening to the music. Incredibly I don't feel tired at all. Sometimes it's embarrassing when my parents or friends caught me doing this thing because they think I'm dancing while listening to the music. Well! I'm not! And I'm not a pretty good dancer either.

I think that's all that I can think off. Biasalah tak banyak sebab aku ni bukannya manusia yang pelik mana pun. *Rasanya lah haha*

O.N.D.A.K.E.Y.B.O.A.R.D.
One done 

Rain

Rain

So earthy and plain

So pure and untouched

Why is this happened to me?

Rain

I want to be just like you

So cool

But yet gives calmness

Every single drop of you

Contains secret message that are untold

Rain

I wish to be you

Fall on the earth, on the people

To touch their skin, their deepest heart

To know I they feel

Is it the same way as I am?

Rain

Wash away my worries and pain

Let go of my tears and cry

I want to be like you

Becoming yourself

Rain

Touch my deepest soul

Flow with my tears

As I dance with you

Tell the stories of the untold

O.N.D.A.K.E.Y.B.O.A.R.D.

mood: broken inside 

To Become a Tougher Me

Assalamualaikum..

Fuhh fuhh dah berapa lama blog ni bersawang. Harap maaf readers, mas tak sempat nak update apa-apa. Sibuk main game dan jadi surirumah berjaya cuti-cuti ni. Hewhew.

Well september yang menjelma ni bakal menjadi langkah baru untuk mas memulakan tahun kedua mas di usim. Sebelum-sebelum ni dua semester di tahun satu dah banyak yang dilalui. Pahit manis dalam belajar, alah bisa tegal biasa.

Mas kerap jatuh dan luka dalam proses menimba ilmu ni. Tanpa sokongan family dan kawan-kawan, susah mas nak bangun semula. Memang nak jadi kuat tu susah. Kuat luaran, semua orang boleh buat. Kuat dalaman? Tepuk dada tanya iman.

Mas belum punya kekuatan dalam diri. Susah nak jadi kuat. Betul. Tapi still berusaha untuk mencapai ke arah itu. Jatuh bangun. Jatuh bangun lagi. Luka banyak mana, sakit banyak mana memang diakui susah untuk bangun semula. But what choice we have? Duduk disitu dah biarkan luka itu mengalirkan darah? Atau bangun semula dan cari penawar untuk hentikan darah itu?

Buka semester baru, tahun baru dalam kehidupan kampus ni mas harap kita semua makin matang dan kuat dalam menuju alam yang makin mencabar ni. Note to myself juga. 

Friends, I hope we will always stand hands by hands, shoulders by shoulders in this tough journeys to find knowledge. Kawan jatuh tolong dia bangun balik. Bila berjaya, sama-sama berjaya. Kita tak tinggal sesiapa di belakang. Okay? :')

O.N.D.A.K.E.Y.B.O.A.R.D.
I hope to become a tougher me next time. Pray for me, pray for us :')